Sunday, July 27, 2008

I Just Need a Moment...

I hate to disappoint anyone who may have wanted something stimulating to read about here but I just need a moment here... and since I can't do this out loud...
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whew!
I guess I feel a shade better. I may have to do that again later.
Ok thanks

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

A Little Time To Myself

Well I have really been slacking in the blogging department. Occassionally I am lucky enough to have a few minutes here or there to sneak a peak at other blogs I enjoy reading but actually having enough time to keeping my own blog updated doesn't seem to be happening much lately. It seems kind of ridiculous, I know. It only takes maybe five minutes tops to get in a quick blog entry here or there but having a full consecutive 60 seconds with nothing else to do and without a toddler screaming to type his own blog entry (he has a bit of an obsession with electronics... especially when someone else is using them) is rare these days.
But I am going to keep on trying to maintain.
It has been so long since I have typed anything here probably nobody will check the blog to read it anyway but there is definitely something relaxing about typing about your day or venting about something or whatever you decide to use your blog for. So if for nothing else I will continue to make an effort at keeping my blog up just for myself and my sanity.

I am currently feeling very spoiled because I am typing this entry from my new laptop (an amazing birthday present my hubby surprised me with a few months ago) AND from my NEW KING SIZE BED! I am sure you are thinking what the heck is she doing lying in bed typing on her computer?!?! Well I am enjoying some time to myself!! Luckily my Mom took Luke off my hands for the better part of the day and while I usually spend these childless hours running around doing things I don't usually get done (putting away laundry, running errands, or heading off to appointments) I have decided as of today I will be using this time to RELAX! I don't get many childless hours, which is fine by me because even when I run to the grocery store without Luke I miss him, but the occassional days my Mom doesn't have to work or do her own running around she likes to take him to the park or to his music class or just to hang at her house in the pool. He loves it there because she lets him swim in the pool naked and he also has a little car she got him that he likes to pretend to drive around (I will have to post a picture - so cute). Bottom line he and Grandma are two peas in a pod and I think they spoil each other. And they inadvertently spoil me because while they are off spoiling each other I get to spoil myself. I figure with another little one on the way any time I have to myself will become even more sparse so I better start taking advantage of what down time I have now.

Well enough rambling for now. I think I may re-name my blog something about rambling because really that is what I do... in spoken conversation and on this blog thing... I am bad about it! I originally named it my Zen page because I thought it would be kind of meditative to be able to type my thoughts out and while it is by the time I get to the end of a post I am trying to figure out what I started typing about to begin with!